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A new leap of faith

by George Foreign

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Feelings are so strange ‘cause you can’t just throw them away they come back to haunt you unless you deal with them in some way they teach our kids to be good but what good does that really do it only makes them feel bad each time a feeling comes up, so they just shut it away to a deep, dark and lonely place where the child must forever stay, locked in place never to feel again Growing up is so strange you leave your self behind in a way the outside world doesn’t care about what’s going on in your head And the pain will make itself known there’s a point where a voice says “enough!” from deep inside your soul something snaps and there’s no holding on broken bars let the child inside go Back to light, back to consciousness far away from that emptiness, deep inside whole again, no more lies…
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once you understand that there’s really nothing outside you can start, to concede everything you worked for and all that you acomplished right now gives you, no more thrills all the hurt you kept inside and the blame you threw away now percieved as the same thing what you feel deep inside the universe…. at your feet the storm has subsided, the outside world seeps calmness your mind can now, clearly think you open up your eyes, then look deep inside mine now seeing me as the same being know the other as they really are with no regrets and you can then, start to peel your own skin free your self from what is past… you’re now whole again…
3.
In the morning, when the sun is shining bright half awoken, and I don’t know if what I see is real… whether I’m still in my dreams Insects crawl around the ceiling they dance in front of me then a voice calls my name and I wake up sudennly what is it that, I don’t wanna hear is it something, from the other side of me, knoking at my door my shadow I know knothing of and I fall asleep again and I hear the voice once more it is begging me to listen but I don’t wanna know i finally get up, a swarm still follows me no matter where I look at, the insects fly around endlessy an abstract dance, reminds me of my dreams and I will keep on dreaming I can’t tell if I’m dreaming the voice speaks when I’m dreaming but not when I’m awake!
4.
A black shadow hangs over me it just won’t go away it tells me everything I do is wrong I try to reason, explain myself just like I’ve always done I’m doing my best with the hand I got But the shadow doesn’t care about my woes It lays waiting in the dark ready for the time I slip and fall Once I saw a pretty girl her eyes were full of need a void so deep I could fall endlesly but as I fell I saw myself a discarded empty shell it was my own hurt she was setting free And the pain has always been inside me a pain so great and so deep that I just can’t let myself begin to feel So the shadow lies there waiting and i’m playing hide and seek living in my world of fantasy a crack breaks open every now and then and I can see I still have to face everything that’s real Someday I will face everything that’s real But I’m stuck holding on Hiding both from the shadow and the light
5.
Right, now, I wanna get Away, before, I start to tear it all down some say it’s best to let it all out keep nothing inside no matter who you hurt just flow And yeah, I, feel the temptation to explode, some, times a cigarrete is not enough to keep it all inside and safe to be there for the ones i love there’s gotta be another way i breathe in, i breathe out, again and again I close my eyes, to look inside, I see the burning flame and when I need to I scream, out, loud feel the pain and cry, cry, cry until my eyes run dry there’s no one out there I can blame what can I do to make the pain go away breathe in, breathe out, feel the pain inside once again, see myself, take charge of my life no need to hurt, nobody else, what I need I got keep breathing in, then breathing out, some day it’ll all calm down calm down
6.
I’m staying here right by your side and anything goes, but I’m not sure I’m fine I try to find a way inside all my judgements, my will to be right And I don’t know wether I’m wrong It just don’t matter, I feel I don’t belong I look at everything I’ve done but I just cannot tell who I was anymore So here I am Feet on the ground My head right above the clouds. I taste the sky just like a child who faced the shadow and survived I´ve cleaned my past and I’m alright Or so I tell myself every time I light up but I can still put up a fight although I´ve learned walking away is better most times I’m throwing myself out there alone fly away from this safe, place I call home it hurts inside, I feel exposed as I take charge of what I put out to the world
7.
What you see, may not always be what’s real But what you see, is your own reality And you can’t feel what the other feels No you can’t be but yourself... You don’t need, for your feelings to be right You decide what to do with your own life But know that there’s no one there to blame What you feel is yours alone You can’t change, how another one behaves If you try, you’ll be always doomed to fail But if you take a hard look deep inside There’s a lesson to be learned So in the end, it don’t matter what you say Just take charge of your life in every way And no matter what others say or do You can being it back to you
8.
You look at the sky The stars are shining bright But they don’t say Anything at all You look at the moon It’s round and full tonight But it doesn’t say Anything at all The world is silent all around you Looking for answers out there will do no good Someone’s on the tv screen Their Talking about some thing But they won’t tell you Anything at all You see someone teaching Their eyes looking so wise But they won’t tell you Anything at all The other always speaks their own truth The answer you seek can only come from the inside Each, live, is precious Each, soul, divine Each relationship unique Your answer is your life I run with the wind And I feel so light But it doesn’t mean Anything at all I play my guitar I do love how it sounds But it doesn’t mean Anything at all There’s no wrong answer to the question that is life What works for you may turn out to be my demise
9.
The fog is lifting from my head And I can start to feel again Like waking up after the rain Like jumping up in outer space I see the sunrise from my bed The pain gives way to something else The winter ending step by step All colors rising from old grey The smells of summer hits my brain With memories of yesterday They come with lightness no more pain No more demands, they’re simply there An outwards shift of my own gaze Without losing sight of myself A new balance gets into place Reality knows how to wait A new leap of faith A new leap of faith Once again

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This record was composed and recorded between the end of 2020
and Summer 2021

All music and lyrics were written and performed by Jorge Arroyo Gonzalez aka George Foreign

This record talks about who we are that we don't know, what's the shadow hiding under our appearence... What happens when you start looking inside at the dark parts of your personality...

And also about my personal journey through that darkness...

I want to thank everyone who supports me and my music. You know who you are... and also anyone that crossed paths with me in life and helped me dive deeper and learn about my shadow, even if painful, that's what growing up entails...

Hope you all enjoy!

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released October 1, 2021

Jorge Arroyo Gonzalez

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George Foreign Madrid, Spain

I've been making music all my life on different bands until in 2009 I started The Foreign Characers, which transformed into this solo project: George Foreign.

I write about life and the processes we go through and anything that I feel and want to express.

For the last year I've been writing new songs which I now release on this record about looking inwards and seeing your shadow...
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